i seem to have the ability to stop a conversation or just be ignored. im on a transgender site but any forum subjects i post a reply to seem to stop. others just act like i never said anything. nothing new ive never fitted in anywhere and always ended up isolated.its probably why i dont care about people.my so called friends used to do it,i was mr popular when they wanted something but if they had a party or something i was forgotten. i kept trying to fit in but no one wanted to know. now if i saw one of them run over by a car id laugh and walk away.ive said it before when i had hep c treatment the last few turned their backs on me despite all i had done for them. ill have the last laugh on all of them. i was hurt until i became numb.even when they turned their backs i tried to be nice but they just turned their noses up.they in my mind have no worth on this planet. to hurt someone like that without even a smidgin of friendship brings on bad feelings for them. it must be me i just dont make friends. perhaps you have to be a back stabbing evil sort of person so they see you as like them.