i should walk away from this problem.trouble is im right. all my life people have put me down but they dont know what to when im proved right. ive stood infront of powerful people and stood my ground to be proved right. the cry is what makes u think u know ,people with letters after their names have decreed whats happening, but they were wrong. i only want 2 things out this,1 to undo a wrong and to beat him,i dont like him. its gona take someone with influence to progress this. i dont really want to do that again but needs must. they ask why i know more. im cautious,they may take the wrong idea. they can never understand the thinking,the different level of pleasure that they felt. they can only see their side and its tunnel vision. they dont understand the reasons behind why he placed them where he placed them. they dont realize theres more but that doesnt matter this is the one thats close. i dont like people who hurt children,its out of order and for that ill put my mind in his and see whats real. that is something thats easy to me but they dont understand that,just another nutter. he lost control he wasnt very good,but he did enough damage. hey maybe im totally wrong. perhaps its all fantasy.why now.well whilst he was alive it was his party. i dont like anyone. the only 2 people i had are gone,he was a challenge but a poor one. threw me for a while but forgot to re think it in his time. thats done now and the answers just about the same. meds make it harder to think the battle against them is hard. might stop them to do the next bit. then a force theve never met will suprize them.
on the other hand i may just go back to my world. im bored and want some fun.i have someone in sight. im gona screw his mind.its fun and so easy. something to do whilst i work out the last bits to my bigger problem. now thats a challenge worthy of my mind. god i saw another one of those criminal psychologists on tv. what a load of drivel. they dont actually say anything usefull other than what any ordinary person could.they belive they can get in the mind of the person.if they could they wouldnt do another. they are snake oils salesmen but people belive them so thats ok. u can manipulate them so easily its boring. biggest laugh is he did big time and they couldnt see it because of their misguided belife in themselfs. way to go i dont blame him for it,how dare they think they understand.they sit infront of certain people and never realize they are a few breaths away from the last breath. the person wont care other than to shut the person up.but intregue and novelty take over.would be a foolish act with no reward.