what a strange time ive had. lost the plot totally earlier in the year and shortly after been 136 sectioned for a day i got arrested by the serious crime squad for gbh with intent. Was all a bit strange as they didnt have a person i was supposed to have hurt.spent a night in the nick being interviewed then released on bail. i spent 3 months on bail before they rang and told me i was released from bail effectivly de arresting me and going away.all that stress for nothing.im going to find a new private psychiatrist to get a new diagnosis as i think the last one got it wrong. over the past week or two ive started to climb hyper like i used to and if im right that will continue for a few months.i came off the meds he had me on and i began to feel a lot better.he diagnosed me when i was on the mental ward but i was doped up all day every day so when he said hed seen no signs of being hyper or mood climbing he wouldnt have i was so doped down. now the meds are out my system i feel like im returning to how i used to be.i dont know why i got such a bad attitude towards him ive never been like that to anyone else and i knew i didnt mean it but it just came out and wasnt really me. i still belive he changed the diagnosis to personality disorder so he could get me out of his clinic as they dont treat that there.i was diagnosed years ago with cyclothimia bordering on bipolar and i still stick with that as a more accurate diagnosis.i do have a problem with the feeling theres 2 sides to me one of which battles to take over and sometimes does. thats when i loose reality and cant remember whats gone on.i only have minute recollection all jumbled up.in my last job they used to call me jeykle and hyde as at times i was a different person from one day to the next then stable for a while.i know i have mental health problems and one ore two bits seem to be getting worse with time.

Welcome back, Jody!