I posted a post earlier essentially reiterating the same tired old post about how I find men attractive and nobody I find on the forum seems similar to me boo hoo hoo, I just need to accept it I kinda get pleasurable thoughts and I need to let go of my past I NEED TO LET GO OF MY PAST it might suck that this was the hand I was delt but that is what I need to do this is all over the place I know but I just feel like complete and utter $#%^ I NEED TO ACCEPT Why can't I ###$ my life ###$ sexuality I just hate my self I think and I hate saying that because it confirms.what I wish wasn't true