I know I post here a lot but I like venting it's nice ever since April these feelings and the attraction have gotten stronger and stronger it really sucks. My worst fear in all of this is that the feelings are going to exist for ever, I'm I seriously going to have to find men attractive all my life? That sounds terrible. Are things seriously going to be like this? Even when I don't feel as anxious I'd rather just not be ok with these feelings than like them though I try to like them I'd rather not. I have a vested interest in not being gay or bi. Now of course OCD isn't a sexuality issue but like I said before in other posts I do think that there is a problem with my sexuality as well.