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I'm baffled
When I look at my past there is nothing absolutely nothing that points me twords being gay or bi it utterly baffles me that I am how I am there is nothing in my past that tells me that I had even an inqling of liking my own sex and get here we are I'm definitely not up front and I'm a very agreeable and socially anxious person but I can't think of anything that would of pointed me to where I am now there was a point in the where I couldn't understand how a person could find somebody.of there own sex attractive everything I wanted was in a woman so this is just confusing I can't find anybody who's going through what I'm going through the gays and the bi's can look at there past and say ah this makes sense the people say that sounds utterly disgusting but I still fear it I'm somewhere in between and not only that I only ever wanted women for 7-8 years and trying to separate my past from my current self is just hard and depressing
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