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Checking
So this is why I think I do have ocd to some extent these days when I check I check to see if I'm Still attracted to men, sometimes the attraction is strong or weak though it depends but point being is that I still tend to check, really i hope that it will disappear, funny enough when my attraction to men is weak and my attraction to women is stronger (which isn't to the extent that it was 5 months ago) I feel somewhat happy, but than it's followed by depression because at the end of the day it's temporary and my attraction to men will be stronger at some point (and that always panes out) but than my attraction to women will be stronger again at some point, I don't know it tends to fluctuate.
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