I read an old post on the OCD forum:
https://www.psychforums.com/obsessive-compulsive/topic129375.html

I can find similarities between this guys comparison of denial and obsessive fears

I constantly think about it and it makes me anxious

I have an undeniable physical attraction to men

I have a history of attraction to women which is different from people who deny there sexual desires who have there desires from the time they start of sexual desire

Unlike the OCD fears I have hope that my current feelings will go away as opposed to fearing something that might happen but hasn't (in other words I want my current feelings to disappear)

I also have a like for penis which was completely different a year ago when it was disgusting and revolting

Unlike a bisexual who's desires exist simultaneously my like for women is almost none existent meanwhile my like for men is strong as much as I hate to say it.

What am I, some weird form of bisexual who's sexual desires take a 180 every few years? I don't get it

P.S. Also I don't know how to change text to a link I read that you can change it using BB code but it says it's turned off for the blogs. Is it just turned off for regular users?

The blogs are a bit of a clunky add-on to the forums- BB code is disabled for them.