As expected, my therapist and I just did a lot of catching up on my condition since I last saw her months ago, while giving her a rundown of why exactly I’ve come back to see her. I’ve told her all about the shame and self-loathing I still feel, what various triggers I still experience and how I’ve distracted myself from my issues for a long while with my boyfriendish companion. She seemed particularly interested in my relationship with boyfriendish, so I imagine we’ll be talking a lot about that next week. Even though we’re not friends, nor are we supposed to be, it was nice being able to speak with my therapist again. I’m glad I was able to get her back since I’ve already shared so much with her and wouldn’t be totally comfortable having to essentially start over by filling in with another therapist. Feels a bit like picking up where we left off. We’ll just see where it goes.