Sometimes, I remember bits and pieces of certain events that happened when I was being molested at ages 8 and 9 specifically. In one, my dad stopped in the middle of it and said something to me. He seemed disheartened, but I can’t remember why or anything he said. In another, my mom is talking to me about a pair of my underwear, but all I remember is her holding them while speaking to me. Can’t remember what she said there either, but I’m thinking she had to have found something that shouldn’t have been there and was asking me about it. There are a few others but they’re too scattered and vague for me to say right now. I can remember things vividly, but there’s just some things I can’t for some reason. I’m hoping therapy will help me piece those memories together so I can remember. It bothers me that I can’t. I’m not sure if that’s how therapy works, but I guess I’ll find out. Maybe soon since my second appointment will be today. I’ll try to remember to write an entry about it once it’s over.

"In another, my mom is talking to me about a pair of my underwear, but all I remember is her holding them while speaking to me. Can’t remember what she said there either, but I’m thinking she had to have found something that shouldn’t have been there and was asking me about it."

Not to be crude about it, but did he happen to sport facial hair?

He did, but it was more like a stubble. I think any facial hair of his would have been too small to notice. It was more likely that she found some of my cum. Maybe. I wish I could remember, but I don’t think it could have been my dad’s facial hair.

I have some fragmented memories as well mostly when i was 6 years old, i remember I was 6 because of my birthday party. Mostly I remember the scent and how warm his semen was on my body. And flashes of imagery. I remember more when I was 7 and older and don't remember anything before I was 6 yrs old.