I'm currently juggling a lot of things in my life right now. The loss of a dear family member I had mentioned in my previous entry, me questioning myself for the lack of grief I feel, my therapy and the revelations I've been having with it, and a few other personal things going on... I had a lot of things I wanted to write about here, but I have more things that acquire my immediate attention going on, I simply can't remain dedicated to writing here anymore. I'm sure I'd feel a bit better if I got some things out, but I just can't remain focused. I'm not mentally fit to write right now and not sure I will be anytime soon.

Because of that, I am going to be going on hiatus from this site. Might be a bit of silly of me to announce that since it's not like I have a dedicated following or anything, but I feel I may as well just for the record. Especially since this site has been such a great platform for me to journal my road to recovery on since I first opened up about my trauma here. Over a hundred entries! Never thought of myself as a prolific writer, but talking about my experiences unwittingly brought that out in me. To anyone who may have been following, thank you for doing so and I'm sorry I won't be keeping you posted on how things are going.

I don't know if I'll ever come back. Maybe to post the occasional vent, if anything, but I can't say if I'll be back as a regular once again. But thanks again, especially to the admins for making this site a safe and secure place for survivor like myself to use an outlet.