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by **Cate68** on Tue Nov 12, 2013 2:01 pm

I'm spaced out and dissassociated. I want to sleep. I have less sensations in my head than over the weekend. I went by default, to a hocus pocus artificial #######4 medical nutrition class with my friends and it scared me even more as to my pre-Alz or Lewey Body condition. Shitless.

I feel horrible this morning.

My boss's younger doppleganger was out in the hall--not literally--its just that the guy my boss hired looks like my boss only 20 years younger............just scary.....This is that certain state where things like cousins get hired to jobs, so yea...........He could be a cousin..........................

frontal lobes
sides of head
back of head

The sensations are not as bad though, so maybe that is a good sign.

I got mad at my husband last night and prayed a stupid and bad prayer that I shouldn't have prayed. No, it isn't about hurting anyone or anything, but it was an outlandish wish that couldn't ever possibliy come true. I'm freaked out over the water situation and my husband just smells because he is a bear like man and he has to shower every day. He's about tired of having to go over to a friends to do it. But anyway, I apologize for the stupid prayer and I hope that God will forgive me.........I dont' want to be sick. I want to be well. I'm just tired of the water situation.

by **Cate68** on Tue Nov 12, 2013 1:54 pm

Sunday was hell.

The lecture was pure $#%^. We dont' have souls but seeds we take to heaven. WTF?! The preacher sucked. The service--I was on Praise Team. I was scared. I took 4 caffine pills. If we didn't believe as the preacher does, we are destined to hell, of course.

Pure hell.

Some idiotic woman wanted my email address. I lost my son in the crowds and it took me 15 years to find him.

Then, Monday, I had forgotten that I was spending all day with Miss Throw Up. So, I did, amongst screaming babies and long waits at Wal Mart, ever becoming at least, temporarily Republican due to all of the huge ass loads of food stamp food I saw.

I didn't have my real glasses so I couldn't see. I had my son with me. She tried several times to antagonize him. He was too well behaved.

I tried, like I said to clean the trailer but to no avail. I just couldn't stand the ketones or the nastiness. I almost threw up right there. Forgot my purse.

I dont' mind helping her but I dont' think that A. will go for it. I didn't mean for us to pay her bills, I just meant that we could help her buy formula or aspirin, but she took it to mean that we would help her with the light bill. This---when we are having issues with our own water bill.

I still smell of ketones, even after a spit bath, three handwashings and perfumes and deoderants plus two sprays of "Febreze.,"

by **Cate68** on Tue Nov 12, 2013 1:49 pm

80 bucks-wants to repay us in food stamps.

Allen won't do it.

by **Cate68** on Tue Nov 12, 2013 1:48 pm

The coffee isn't working. I feel dizzy. I am sick to my stomach. I had a horrible weekend. That stupid Mr. P is outside Ugh!

My purse is in Gladys' car. I had to leave yesterday because the trailer was so septic that I almost threw up.

Day 13 without water

by **Cate68** on Fri Nov 08, 2013 10:46 pm

So, I dont' know what we will do tonight. I am hoping for Red Box. I like the Red Box movies. Big 4:50.

I think about my valerian, my melatonin and my rhisperdol waiting for me in a little cup washed down with koolaid.

I think about my daughter's old room and the couch and the lock on the door.

BTW, I need to mail my daughter a card. They learned about firefighting on the base. Isn't that cool? She's cool. I dont' know what part of my DNA she came from, but she's smart as hell.

4:52.

Goodbye.
Good riddance.
See ya.
Wouldnt' want to be ya (them, not you)

Its time to GTFOOH.

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!

Spaced Out

Sunday

She wants us to pay the water bill.

I feel like $#%^

Je the freak us...............

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