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How does borderline evolve?

by Cate68 on Wed Nov 13, 2013 5:09 pm

I try to take each day like someone who is an alcoholic would, and I take sort of a semi "NAMI" view that I have an "ism" that must be managed. I realize who I am and I thank technology for that. Being me is pretty difficult, though there is enough support technology for my weak ego to function.

Obviously, there is a dualism here with the antispychiatric movement. Perhaps I am "half" anti psychiatric so that a balance is struck.

I think that the next step is further development of the self, even with the risk of dementia. I dont' think that I have a choice--it is adapt or die, pretty much.

Speaking of the dementia, I have stopped taking the rhisperdol. It helped me during my episodes that resulted from my periods. These past two periods, one on October 4th and then November 9-13, were like Niagara Falls and the Premenstrual Dysmorphic Disorder produced highly focused, very negative psychoses which were difficult to navigate.

But back to the dementia, I still have problems but I am calmer and I can think slighly clearer.

One of the greatest blasphemies is the taking of one's freedom of thought, dictating matters of the heart and the theft of another's personal peace.

Everyday I live is an act of rebellion.

Maverick-a dissenter, an artist

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