So, up to 65% percent of the condition is taken care of by these steps, and the earphones prevent me from falling into sucidal depression, which is another 10% which is 75%. Exc. takes away an extra 3%.

Weaknesses:

Inconsistency
Bad appearance, lack of make up, lack of good eyebrows, plain nails, bad clothes
Not taking job seriously enough
Eating breakfast at desk (I use this in part because it takes away emptiness and Executive Function is almost non existent)

Possible psychic or physical weaponry:

Autonomy: having my own cleaner
constant appearance which is tolerable.....


I'm no longer late at work. They can't get me on that.


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To block them out completley, I 'd have to go into extreme introversion and I would have to imitate the oldest sister. Her language is the most like mine...formal. She is direct like moms family but softened by the Cherokee of dad's family.

The introversion would mean a very solid, stolid and stoic stance. This may what my MIL was talking about with playing a part and wearing power suits.

I would not be able to tell anyone details of my personal life. I would have to be private. No part of my lability would have to be seen. The Af Ams upstairs might take that as "attitude."

The Bluecollars are upset because I never committed to a black church or any church that evangelicals have invited me to. All of these churches are in areas that people who cannot drive can't get to. They also don't have services for ADHD children nor do they understand what ADHD is or how to handle a kid like that. They think that developmental disabilities of any kind are handled by a switch from a bush with nodules on it. "No mark" but you know, it gets the point accross.

Like SC, like MH, like GA, like JFS (NOT JSB), I am a hysterical white protestant female with no understanding of social graces. Sure....Sue and Mary know about how to dress and Sue knows about cooking and presenting dinner parties..but we are all passive aggressive and dumbass about how to interact..This may be due to the personality disorders.

GA thinks that you can serve someone something from her hands after holding a bug even after washing her hands.

MH can be social but her enthusiasm and energy and spasticness/spacicity? scares people.

GA is nasty with her grooming, houshold and appearance. She cannot help it. She is passive and has no personal power unless she gets bad ass.

JFS has a low IQ and doesn't understand political correctness or about issues of race. AA's of the Delta and Southern regions don't take too kindly to the old Planation ways. Her Executive Function is quite low as well.