I'm spaced out and dissassociated. I want to sleep. I have less sensations in my head than over the weekend. I went by default, to a hocus pocus artificial #######4 medical nutrition class with my friends and it scared me even more as to my pre-Alz or Lewey Body condition. Shitless.
I feel horrible this morning.
My boss's younger doppleganger was out in the hall--not literally--its just that the guy my boss hired looks like my boss only 20 years younger............just scary.....This is that certain state where things like cousins get hired to jobs, so yea...........He could be a cousin..........................
frontal lobes
sides of head
back of head
The sensations are not as bad though, so maybe that is a good sign.
I got mad at my husband last night and prayed a stupid and bad prayer that I shouldn't have prayed. No, it isn't about hurting anyone or anything, but it was an outlandish wish that couldn't ever possibliy come true. I'm freaked out over the water situation and my husband just smells because he is a bear like man and he has to shower every day. He's about tired of having to go over to a friends to do it. But anyway, I apologize for the stupid prayer and I hope that God will forgive me.........I dont' want to be sick. I want to be well. I'm just tired of the water situation.