I'm constantly sick. I had to my self "unpanicked" yesterday; I spent most of the day in bed. I am very very scared, still. I thought that things might be alright, but they are not.
I don't guess that borderline even matters anymore.
I'm so sick. I DRINK peptol bismol. I've been feeling less social as well.
I didn't clean my friends trailer and she might be evicted now.
I went, as you know, without water for 14 days.
I just sit here, even after trying to keep busy, and drink that damnable pink crap. I listen to mindfulness stuff.
I'm so scared that now my autonomic nervous system has flight or fight responses of its own that are beyond my control.