I want to resign so bad. The pain feels unbearable. I might just go into an emergency mode and take the rhisp. every night and go to bed early. Not even the dreaming takes away the pain.
I have my husband and son to think about--the bills and support of ourselves.
I know in my heart of hearts that these people themselves are just as stupid as I am, just as blind as I am and just as evil to an extent.
I can't go home.
I guess that my music was too loud, some dumbass going through the security line looked at ###$.
Yep. Church is ###$. There isn't a damn thing that I can do about church, so ###$ it.
Damned ######6 antipsychotic.
There IS the option of moving--with new jobs gotten us by my MIL. Richard, though would have to re-adjust and all that is familiar to me would be gone.
1. Take the antpsychotic each night and go to bed early. I took it at 1:00 Sat afternon and the effects wore off at about 8:30 so that's about 7 hours with odd feelings most of the weekend.
2. Less coffee makes me calmer, although a couple times of week it is okay.
3. Continue to look for other jobs.
4. If I can find a job by say---March of next year, then I dont' have to sign the contract.