Forgot to include this before

http://www.schulserver.hessen.de/bad-nauheim/ernst-ludwig/website11/economy/sectors.jpg

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the look in my mo's eyes when I used out the "dressing" in the olive salad of **olive** oil (valuable olive oil) and lemon.The look on her eyes when I threw it done the drain--something I didn't see.Putting it in the stuffed green bin wouldn't have been much a change either.She says the body needs oil and she's right.Why didn't she tell that before and brought up how it's mainly lime juice with a drizzle of olive oil--used healthily not for something like deep frying.There's grape seed oil to.

I still dont like the taste of oil,but it's like a lubricant and you [my name] know that,that amount in the dressing in negliable.My mom said it's okay b/c it's given us good ideas but I still think our change to less oily food has been a bit problematic.I think I might very well be the primary decding agent of what gets eaten at our house b/c both my siblings would much rather go out and my parents aren't selective.Neither am I.Or better yet to say neither "was" I.Ever since my dietary change?.

What for ?.Thinking I'd always be on par with my "rival" declared by my imagination?.Maybe.Originally.But I like the hardly oil and low starch,low protein,low cal,low carb lifestyle now.It's like the middle way btw that time I was deluded out of mind,hardly ate for a month,rans lots and almost killed myself by it and all those years of eating excessively.i don't much "to eat" now..but what I do care is how much and what.I don't care what I eat "this-a-way" but it's good to be helpful to how much others are eating and what.My inaction to eat luxuiriously and lots helps.

"Jobs are being made for jobs that don't even exist yet"

" 'Mall jobs' are widely available"

"The internet is the wave of the future
Computers are ' ' "

"You have to follow the hiearchy of economic sectors"

"Hiearchy is about dominance"

[some stuff by Robert Jensen in my diary that I really wish I knew right now]

...all those things I've said in my journal about how c---y it is we can get nice degrees in interesting subjects in post-secondary places but were still screwed excpet for tradesppl

" 'Power with' transcends hiearchy"

{ "useless degrees" aboundng...ppl still stuck in "mall jobs"...ppl replacing old ppl in trades who are old with old thoughts of hiearchy...hiearchy is about dominance...but "power with" transcends it..jobs that dont exist yet...degrees for hopefuls meant for quanternary and quinary sectors of economy...jobs not there abudantly but scare.. but old guys in charge still loving to do the "pick-y and choose-y" methods of elite "cream of the crop" pickings to kids/young ppl who'll gladly maintain such a view }

with Maslows hiearchy of needs there's this which is familiar
http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_D5kx0bUGx_c/S_v4XJ8uaeI/AAAAAAAACfM/ifL7X202ARg/s1600/city+pyramid+-+hierarchy+broadly.jpg

and

http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_D5kx0bUGx_c/S_v4XJ8uaeI/AAAAAAAACfM/ifL7X202ARg/s1600/city+pyramid+-+hierarchy+broadly.jpg

but in June-ish I saw something like

http://blogs-images.forbes.com/stevedenning/files/2012/03/Maslow-rewired.jpg

a "rewiring" which makes me think that all those analogies to hiearchies like

http://api.ning.com/files/S2*WO-3Dtd-r2aJoYUo*4z2FVdi*Zkd8pIfAAwVKyU7Uw4HeI3jVFJ5PI64OsHL7aduDqivx6Dpc3ET1Ez5bx4TWJzxMvwA3/MaslowEngagementEffectiveness.JPG

and other charts of Maslows hiearchy

http://blogsweatandtears.files.wordpress.com/2008/03/consumption-map-maslow.png

http://media-cache-ec0.pinimg.com/originals/cb/26/4b/cb264b6cf481c4a543d0cd8d439fff76.jpg

have yet to catch on (or maybe are pretending to not catch on,deny it,pretend it doesn't exist,it's false,not real etc to protect the status quo)

...hmmm

...are we to lazy..to selfish..to go there?.Is it b/c we still struggle with an already inaccurate understanding?.We struggle now and we'd struggle more after discovering how we were working with an incomplete picture the whole time?..

I think the wise thing to do would be to skip the total body toning fitness class for today.I've got a lot of hw in these final weeks,as much as I don't like missing fitness classes though.Maybe I'll just pass by the library pick up a workout dvd for the weekend and continue my homework from there.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pseudo-urbanization

"is the condition in which a large city has formed in an area without a functional infrastructure to support it. As the population of an urbanized area grows, the city's infrastructure must grow with it, or else shortages will develop, typically in housing, education, transportation, clean water and waste removal services, or other services such as law enforcement. Overpopulation in urban areas is often characterized by shanty towns, where such services are inadequate or wholly absent. A city in which significant growth in the absence of adequate infrastructure has taken place will be deemed "pseudo-urbanized".[citation needed]

Urbanization in the third world tends to consist primarily of pseudo-urbanization. This happens largely because of so-called "rural push": factors which push people from the countryside into the cities, without the city being prepared to accept them. Rural-urban migrants in the third world usually move into the cities due to poverty-related reasons, leading to a demographic explosion and a progressive concentration of poor migrants in the cities. This is a finite process, as one city can only hold so many people due to limited infrastructure and available resources."

https://www.adbusters.org/magazine/107/epiphany.html

Because in our culture we overvalue the intellect, we imagine that to become enlightened demands extraordinary intelligence. In fact, many kinds of cleverness are just further obscurations.

There is a Tibetan saying: “If you are too clever, you could miss the point entirely.” Patrul Rinpoche said: “The logical mind seems interesting, but it is the seed of delusion.” People can become obsessed with their own theories and miss the point of everything. In Tibet we say:

“Theories are like patches on a coat, one day they just wear off.

—Sogyal Rinpoche

-See if you can go to Future shop this weekend to check out different computers

-Learned that it's bad to get mom worried b/c I come home late bc of after school stuff which in this college is done way to late in the day in the winter season

-Feel bad for lashing to her about how much I dont like eating after 8.She worked very hard on that food,telling me that she didn't put any oil in it b/c of me.Always the points of talk in the talk about my lack of muscle is my shoulder and pecs...............-_- one of the most overrated regions ever to work on .

-imo 3 pts to gaining a physical ability if you've been a sedentary,exercise hating lump of turmoil like me for most of your life

1)Chip away at all fat

2)Exercise to gain the body qualities needed for said action you would like to achieve (while also making a full securing of never having extra weight or the feeling of giving into "stationary-ness" to easily)

<---I told my mom to believe of not I'm at this stage ""-_-

3)Actually doing the movement you would like to achieve until it becomes a reflex

-If I wanted to "I could" be more into weights like so many other guys are drilled into doing when they hit their teens but that's SSSSSSOOOO overrated since I'm much more into speed and flexibility which are easier .I dont like the idea of weight training b/c it's slow,heavy rewarding of lifting heavy things while being in the midst of a bunch of guys who were in some way inspired to be into this type of exercise for the showboating aspect of consipicuous muscle aspect of it -~- ,while there I would be being stationary for long a--- amounts of time doing something I dont really like doing in the midst of ppl who remind of one of the most annoying to become a prominent member of social scenes in physical culture -_-

-I feel bad for arguing about eating such great food that many even in 1st world countries dont eat ...even though it was after 8