I'm not gonna lie.*One way* that I get more socially comfortably quickly is if I were around a lot more Hispanic ppl my age.There's reasons 4 that but like many of the things I'd explain it's long and intricate.
Not something I wanna do right now.
It's a satisfying filling for me when I find a word that encapsulates a phenemona I've been wanting to describe.For ex.the word uncomfortable.Before I was 16-ish I understood in the sensory way of touch--like sitting on a "uncomfortable" couch,never in the emotional sense of something causing conscious strain.Had I known that I would've been able to describe how I felt about that school and around those teachers and might've left earlier.