On the elevator, this guy looked at my pants that are slightly too big. It made me sick. Lots of stuff makes me sick.
I only took the melatonin. I'm taking my lamictal at 200 mgs about every other day with melatonin and then last night, I took three melatonin.
I can't get R. to do much, but then my husband and I don't do much either. We are better about keeping the house clean, but if you try to make my son do his hw, he won't. Nobody from the outside understands or knows what to do. There are two sets of people who might understand hardc**re Attention Deficit and ODD, but they are in social classes which are hard for me to access--they are "above" me and therefore, I do not feel that they can assist me. One of them is THE BIG BOSS--THE BIG CHEESE. Her kid is a genius but has really bad ADHD. Big Cheese--I see her on the elevator but I can't ask her personal advice on what to do. The second lady and her husband go to one of the churches I attend. They are nice and are about at the level that my parents were but I still feel uncomfortable getting the lady to come to our house to help out because we are very poor.
Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Yucky.
