I still feel like throwing up. Today has just been a bad day.
I've been feeling "out of it" most of the day, in a state of arrested panic. I might just skip the antipsychotic tonight. I find that also I care less than I should for other people. That's really bad. I was angry and had some road rage today as well. And, when my son was giving some wild little story, I was a total bitch and just sat there going "Oh really?" and "I see" and that wasnt' right either. I freak out when my son acts like a little boy, which is really stupid.
My boss is pissed at me........100 reasons why.
I don['t even want to be here now. I don't even want to work now. I feel so goddamn stupid. I feel so damn ignorant.
###$ it all.