I feel horrible, like I'm on trial for something I didn't do. I don't want to be at work today. There is nothing to do. Everything is just $#%^.
No matter what I know of my condition..no matter how much therapy you throw my way...no matter how or what medicine I take...the pain still remains. This is a deep seated childhood pain.
I have given serious thought to taking ALL of next week off, not just the partial Monday and the W,TH and Fri. I am seriously messed up in the head. I can't seem to shake this.
I brought books in Spanish. I am so upset that I can't get anything right on it. I get hung up on Son las and es la. I don't understand the pattern.