I'm a ######6 mistake. My mother was just stupid and had too much sex. My family is better than me. I'm just stupid and ugly. I am old and decrepit.
I don't kill myself because I fear death.
I am ugly and my house is awful and my job is boring and stupid.
Nothing ever gets better.
I'm wasting my stupid time.
I hate being a woman. I hate this stupid biology.
I hate life. I hate myself. I hate everything. Everything sucks.
I should die.
I can't say what I want to say but I'm angry. They are no better than me.
They can all go suck a damn egg. I'm tired of this crap.