News of Remorse

I can't work out if I have no remorse for my crimes or if I have somehow detatched myself from them. I have been in a forensic secure hospital for last 10 years. And have been locked up since aged 18. I'm 32 now and not incarcerated at mo. I have served for man slaughter and other crimes all similar and violent/traumatic. When I think back on the incidents I can't feel anything which is ...

Just to start with a bit of background.

When i was younger i had a stepfather who abused my mum. I was about 5, he had an older son from a previous relationship who was about 10-11 i think. We would play this game where we would rub naked genitals. I thought it was funny and was a cool game. i didnt really understand it.

Anyways when i was 11 my younger brother of 6 ...

Hiya guys I'm new here. First day actually I came here as a visit, but the overwhelming pain I'm feeling needs to be shared so I can get some clarity on the situation.

To cut a long story short, I have been sleeping with my cousins mum who is of no relation for the best part of a year. On that time my feelings for her have gotten so intense that right now I'm in ...

Hi all,

*Trigger warning for statutory rape*

So, it's been six years since I committed statutory sexual crimes against my ex-partner (which is to say -legally- the fact of being her unconsenting was due to her age), two weeks before she was to turn 17. I was 21 (there was four and a half years between us). As I've written before, I'm British, so having grown up with the age of consent at 16, I ...

*trigger warning for uncomfortable sexual experiences and harassment / assault*

Because I think so much about the sexual assault I perpetrated against my ex partner (statutory rape because she was turning 17 while I was 21, but most explicitly an incident in which we had been spooning together in bed and said asked me just to hold her and I eventually touched her in a violatory way. silent acquiesce is never consent and it will ...

A good collection of zines for survivors, perpetrators and members of activist communities on sexual assault / boundary violations (also of a non-sexual nature) i.e. if someone has ever told you that you've made them feel uncomfortable regarding boundaries, or someone has ever made you feel uncomfortable, from back in secondary school or through to now, these are worth looking at:
http://www.phillyspissed.net/taxonomy/term/3

Probably triggering but carefully and compassionately worded, with something of an implicit left-wing ...

I'm not going to name names since I don't want to encourage anyone else to view the images (which I have chosen not to view and tried to prevent my younger brother from doing so) but it has just been revealed that two of the victims of the celebrity naked photographs leak were underage children at the time the photos were taken, both of them being 16-year-olds.

As such, anyone who looked at the photos ...

I once again posted a fake story about rape that I passed off as real on reddit.

I left it there for 15 mins before trying to delete it, but it was still there. I discovered that it doesn't delete the message properly, that I should have edited the text out before deleting. I don't know if anyone else could access it, I can't do anything to it now. At least it has a trigger ...

First off I never thought I'd find myself confessing to something like this on an internet forum. But until I find a good therapist (no health insurance right now) this will have to do.

I'm a 28 year old man who is dealing with a lot of depression and major anxiety especially this year after having my father pass away due to cancer. Also I just had a 2 and 1/2 year relationship end and ...

It started almost a year ago. Something went terribly wrong in my head and for some reason I found my mother attractive. Her wearing more revealing clothes did not help at all. I am a teen, so my hormones are all over the place and I couldn't help but masturbate once to the thought of her. Immediately after I was finished I panicked, felt so much guilt and hoped that it was just a bad ...