News of Remorse

Hello everyone,
This is going to be really hard for me. Bare with me while I try to explain, and try and fight back the tears and the nausea.
I have been holding this in for so long and just can't deal anymore, I also don't want this to be long-winded.
When I was younger, about 10-12 years old, I sexually experimented with a friend who was a year older. Not sure if I was ...

Hey, I have read a few forums from this site, and now it feels that I seek your answers/thoughts.

It may seem a trivial matter, though, at the moment it still at the back of my mind. It, happened during a time before my end of college. It is where my parent brought up a close friend of mine, and to me, being judgmental again, and I know her well, and hearing certain comments, saddened ...

Hello, I wish I could write this directly to you, but I am not allowed to.

I am sorry for all the things that I have done. Despite being the most evil person you know, I still have some remorse in my heart left.

I am sorry for forcing you to date me/stalking you/harrassing you. I did all of these out of jealousy and insecurity. I am a very insecure person and I had a ...

I'm a teen and ive been really depressed lately because of intrusive thoughts, and just recently found out i have HOCD. Even though i believe that i'm straight, my mind wont let go of the thought of being gay. And since my mind keeps thinking these thoughts. It has brought back past experiences that i forgot all about that happened when i was younger, and the more that i think about it, the more guilty ...

I just thought I'd create a little thread for people who have started threads on the remorse forum to respond briefly saying how they are doing. A lot of threads get started here often by members who only post one or two replies and, personally, I sometimes worry that individual contributors may have hurt themselves or disappeared for tragic reasons. Obviously there is no way for any of us to know and we are all ...

Hi all, trigger warning obviously.

Around two years ago, I met a girl. We hit it off on Facebook, and after hanging out with other company a few times we decided to go out drinking one-on-one. I thought she was interested in me sexually, and maybe she was, but told me early on that it'd be a bad idea to sleep together due to the current status of her relationship with a guy who she ...

When I was around 13-14 I remember going on a car trip with our family. I was lying in the back of the car with my younger cousin. She was 10-11 years old. We had been driving for hours and I suggested us to lie in the back of car instead of sitting. We had a blanket we covered us in and we cuddled into each other.

When I was cuddling with my cousin I ...

Six days ago I lost my virginity to a prostitute I found on backpage. I paid $140 for a half hour session. I told my parents I was going to a friends house. The session ended in 14 minutes and her apartment was in a #######5 area with a lot of sketchy people and it lacked any furniture.

Needless to say these past couple of days after seeing the prostitute has been terrible for me. ...

Hey, so I've delt with this guilt pretty much half my life, I used to play around with my sister who is 2 and a half years younger than I am between the ages of 12-15. Nothing overtly sexual just light games that would require touching over the clothes and what not.

Pretty much I run my life by the anxiety of these events to the point of severe lonleyness. I've never had a girlfriend, ...

Hi all,
This is my first post, please be gentle.
I am in a dark numb place right now.

Long story short, recently my cousin started visiting a psychiatrist about sexual stuff that happened when we were kids. (me 10-13, her 8-11)
The events happened at a time when I was having serious mental health issues with depression, on medication, between families etc.
I am now 26, not a word has been spoken about this ...