At school right now and something smells like Caesar salad dressing and/or croutons

(i)-I relaxed myself earlier

(ii)-I just remembered and think about how to visit a certain someone, I'd have to make arrangements in advance just to check if he's there--I'd rather see him than his sisters first. REALLY should do that before the homework gets to me.

(iii)-I'm anxious b/c after the upset I gave myself yesterday "-~- , I tried the thing to link up to server anyhow without a good estimation for a needed password and it didn't work and I still haven't gotten a reply back yesterday about it from the instructor. ">~< Auggh,it gets to me now how last week,1 week after exams I didn't really relax at all partly b/c of a need to vent about at risk marks I had (I fortunately passed with 60's ranges for 3/4),which I vented out by exercising so much that once again >~< -_- my knees hurt a bit--- >:I d--- it!,not that again!. Happened to me after I turned 17 for the remainder of 2008, it happened to me maybe some time earlier last year and again >_< !.

Yeah I used a leg press machine and did up to 20+ minutes of consist cardio on a staircase and ellipitical machine but I wouldn't think shish like this doesn't really happen until like old age >:I !.

-- -_- Oh of course,goodness forbid that anyone ever put up an online course even when you have issues setting up and *NOT* >_< forget to put heaps of homework there for student second-doubting themselves

- -~- Arg the textbook. Arg,how for an accounting course, it --nvm . I think I'll be positive about that one.

<Learn to think of the word positive and *not* think about the Positivist philosophy movement you so dislike>

(iv) Sooner or later I'd like to do retrospective updates on my online journals,the end of the regular school year seeming a good time for me.
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I didn't really relax for that like ~week off before I found out my marks and there's a book which I'm reading which I didn't read all the way thru when I was like 12-13 which I'd like to finish up. That and one other one.

"-~- Darn textbook prices.

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**-Do the webpage formats on notepad when you get home PLZ

Okay, I got the server setup down.

I didn't even go see to buy the textbook -_-..

the "un-wisdom" of not diving into doing homeowrk on what might be my last day of easy bus access with my pass,before getting here becomes a bit more problematic is an issue which can be weighed on.

However I'm more like the kind of person which,when given enough time to do something is more likely to get congested with anxiety than actually do anything unless something is animating him throughout

<animat*ing*--like 'animo' in Spanish--mood,livliness--a root word for 'animism'--not referring to cartoons although plenty of subtext can be given there---I'm refferring to giving "motion to the motionless" me consistently for 4+ quality hrs>

I might go soon.

x~x xp Auughh..still have issues getting motivated thru homework.

._. One of our budgies is not well.