From what lil I made it into so far in this guide book on modern art styles I feel that in contrast to the pre-Impressionist art movement of the mid-ish 1800's or so when art was still about details,realism for lavish decorativeness I see how "modern art" after that movement has a lot of (more do-able at least) applications for industrial design.

While not staged like pro wrestling I've heard about and wouldn't be too surprised if some ppl are paid off to take a dive in boxing and mma circuits.See this sorta is related to the effectiveness of styles.Some guys mights be really effective but they might end fights to quickly a/o not have the desired sorta personality that the promotion group needs for profits.Also the way they fight may not be as entertaining to watch or attract as much attention.I'm guessing that sometimes they might do their thing naturally but at some point in their fights are told to level down and lose.Being let off while getting paid.

Oh Lord please don't let me have to resort to green tea drinking tonight -_-.I don't like caffeinated stuff to keep me awake.

Maybe I'll have to be a good quality herbal one.I don't like drinking juice at past 8 .

-Ground roasted corn kernels from my dad's crop was good.I can definately live without the added sugar,(dark brown sugar instead of white sugar which is so much worse).

-Fish soup maybe tommorrow.

-Feel a bit bad for yelling at my mom when I got angry by her mentioning umberellas and how I told her loudly that she's seemed to have constantly vouch for hood jackets over umberellas since my early teens and I couldn't even remember the last time I used an umberella

-I'm not sure if one of my aunts is as relatable anymore.Aside from how she might be becoming more engrained in her restraurant (a good reason),she more into going out with one of her friends maybe more so b/c of her not so good relationship with her husband.She always seems rushed.

-I wonder if I meet with a counselor soon to talk about a particular kind of job

That he feels very bad for having missed such chunks of his classes on Thursday and Friday esp.b/c his timetable scantily has any classes and there's this 3 day weekend (b/c of Canadian Thanksgiving).

keywords 4 nxt time

-the "7 dimensions of 19,5,24" posting.

-sea of great topics but slim employment chances almost anywhere like pro sports teams.

I got to my dental hygienist appointment b4 9:30 am.She was a nice person who over the course of the cleaning took the time to explain to me a bit about dental anatomy and changes to how I brush even giving me a free tongue scraper, something I've never seen before.It's always nice when ppl are like that for important health things but in my mind I'm like "Thank you very much miss `~`.But I dont want to be later for class" b/c I don't want to be like "one of them".

A person who goes to class,hardly attends,always comes in with some degree of lateness and is a drain of taxpayer money for the edu system and tries the teacher's patience.It happens a lot in high school,I saw a fair amount in high school,such ppl are a lot more absent in college but I dont want to be that kind of person.Part of me screams "NOO!! D:> .I'm NOT like you!.I'm NOT LIKE YOU D:< ! " when I come in soem d--- late.

Take my pop culture teacher for instance.Really likeable woman who's only working part time from what she's said.My appointment which I though was gonna be 30-40 minutes after starting at 9:40-ish ends at 11:05 x_x .I finish up paperwork,go walking for a while until desperation for a washroom makes me go into a hospital.With little *faith in a bus arriving I walk ahead to the nxt stop wondering how I don't know and doubt that there's buses from that stop that'll lead me directly to the college.I get a bus that goes downtown thinking how I might skip one class for once.When I ge tnear the trasnit my watch says 11:30 am.-_- Under 10 minutes from the escarpments edge to downtown core..d--- I should've taken my chances with a few bus hops to the college -_-.From the transit I take a typical bus to the front of the college where I catch the last ~35 minutes of my fun 1.5 hr class.I apologize to the teacher at the end and leave,go to the same front bus stop,almost took one straight back down but some in the line were left behind,I sit,see an old programming teacher I wanna avoid,get my a--- back in and here I am typing now.

*Ugh( d--- my lateness -_-

*Faith is something I don't really do.And I mean strictly the "regular" kind.It's always been a d--- hard thing for me to get when I was little whether the religious or non-religious kind.The former I have but is frequently given the cynical statements of my mind whilst the latter I still have almost no concept of inside me,nor really an understanding to back it up.