After 25 years of hearing the same nonsense when all you've ever do is try you hardest to make sense of yourself and to progress forward and people just dumb your emotional chemistry and tell you how worthless IQ is and how EQ is everything.
Well I push my IQ I even try to work well with what little Emotional chemistry I have.
My motto is any which way or how I'm going to get out of this situation.
People treat me like a mug as I'm homeless with money in the UK where everyone takes the piss out of you if your on prescription drugs and on benefits.
So why. Well your next of kin has all the say in the UK and my mum is one year older than my dad and has put me through the hospital experience 16 times all short visits. My poor dad has been writing to my doctor for years with his view of how I need more work therapy and a proper chance to prove myself.
Man why my mum she kicked me out when I was 16 I hardly even bothered her and not for money and I was homeless for ten years living away from her. when she got in contact with the authorities she made it known how mentally ill she thought I was haven only just spoken to me after 4 years. Yes I have had my mad moments but I ain't had an easy life. I have never had a same chance that most people by 21 will have had and i'm 40. I know that when your digging a hole to stop digging and work your way out of it but what do you do when people around you are digging it for you where ever you go.
Fortunately I'll actually be able to legally choose my dad soon but I'm homeless again and have been forced by fear of losing my home from entering the working world. It looks like my only route is private and in england landlords will screw you in all directions unless you earn enough so I'll have to earn enough from the bottom. Well I haven't done nothing with my time I've learnt quite a lot of science it and math that should be useful in getting a job.
My Revenge is this I am a very slow maturer in the body I didn't even start to grow an adam's apple till i was 34 and I still haven't got much of one. most people think I'm in my early 20's I have no wrinkles and I don't scare for long so by the time I do get out of this hole I will still look as young as I did roughly being pushed down it. That's my revenge.