If people take the piss out of me they don't realize their loss in karma and it will take them time to realize decades probably.
Even so the fact of Karma isn't going to stop people trying when your in a vulnerable situation something I have never managed to get out of since 16. So what's the lesson wait some more because I know that feeling I've felt it all my life. Here what's I have tried.
I have tried twice to change benefits to workers benefits and got threatened with homelessness both times for trying, I have tried working on my practical skills and that has landed me in a worse situation.
I've tried private landlords and it's damn near impossible.
I've tried doing computer work on the Prescription drug, I got most of the way and I fainted at the head load.
I have tried living further away from family and that backfired.
I tried getting some qualifications and got a level 3 in English and a A grade GCSE Maths.
I am constantly criticized for thinking as much as I do and because people don't understand the work and learning I do and dismiss it as work.
You know what it takes in life though someone to give me a chance when my mum is pleading with the authorities about how unwell I am. My mum even stopped me from being able to pay off my debts which now looks bad on me because she told them how unwell she thought I was.
About 9 times now my mum has had me recalled and the officials have simply claimed I've been refusing their treatment which I haven't done for over 11 years and they all cover their own backs claiming some untruths just pulled from someone else's file. it's like a self fulfilling prophecy my mum complains over something she doesn't like or I wonder sometimes if it's just to bully me because in her eyes she has a fake christian glow whereas in my eyes I have have a very considered imaginative and learned glow maybe she's jealous to be honest I don't have a clue as to why.
Never the less My dad in about a year will be able to be my next of kin and I think they will ignore my mum like they have done my dad so I can get on respecting and loving my mum like a genuine person should for their mother because in spite of all of this waiting game she's putting me through she still gave birth to me and she wasn't to bad at bringing me up just when I was a teenager she fell physically very ill and had to have her thyroid sorted.