out of the storm, unharmed

by **wasp_rainbowarrior** on Mon Feb 26, 2018 4:41 pm

2 out of 4 hookup apps uninstalled, with their profiles deleted. the other ones in the process of deletion. no harm done: i laid with no one. now for the third day i have felt nothing but disgust when i open the apps and see these faces, torsos, vulgar descriptions of men's preferences, sad descriptions in which one tries to appear the best according to strangers' judgements. i wonder when the line between desire and disgust is traced in my case. i was reading this text about psychoanalysis and realized that my biggest fantasy is castration. maybe getting involved with all of these men is an attempt of being castrated, of denying the very existence of my manhood. maybe that's why these experiences give me no pleasure.

by **Snaga** on Mon Feb 26, 2018 5:38 pm

Hugs- and I've had similar fantasies...

out of the storm, unharmed

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