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i let someone use me... again

by wasp_rainbowarrior on Thu Feb 02, 2017 8:00 pm

as i said i would do, today i went over to this guy's and it was awful... he basicaly got off using me and wouldn't even look in my face after he finished. i have no idea why i keep doing this. i am not 1% more satisfied than i was before, it was not pleasurable, and now i feel like i've degraded myself even more than i was before. it was even a bit gross, tbh. i feel much better singing songs from la la land than having sex. i don't know what this is about, but i don't do it for the pleasure. i think i'm going to talk to the father at my church about this. he asked today about how i've been practicing my religion. i basically have no one to talk about this except my therapist and i don't think she's being very helpful.

you see me trying to climb on this pole, but i'm just hiding the pain that's deep in my soul.

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