3 days, 3 different guys. only the second one gave me pleasure. after the third one (yesterday) i started coming back to reality. i woke up today EXTREMELY tired, kept tired during mass, had lunch, slept for a good 2 hours and i'm still tired. i used all my energy during my sex-seeking period. feeling remorseful and somewhat dizzy. i haven't deleted my hookup app profile yet but it's funny how i don't even consider metting anyone else even if i'm still sexually aroused. i really don't think my disorder is being taken seriously enough by my therapist. in fact, i don't think sexual addiction is taken seriously enough and i blame our culture that says that hooking up with strangers and having sex as the best thing in your life is normal. ###$ freud and all the theories that picture sexuality as the most important thing in our lives. everyone i try to tell about my addiction thinks i'm just "having trouble enjoying sex" when it's clearly not so (not that i don't have trouble enjoying sex, let it be said).