many people may not know, but i'm brazilian and here we celebrate carnaval like crazy. i've been partying for 3 days and there's more tomorrow. i haven't feel any sex compulsions. i did feel like having sex with this guy but it was not compulsive (i didn't even though we made out a couple times). i'm drunk right now. a guy i used to have sex with 2 years ago and with which i had sex with again in december is apparently still in love with me and he insisted really obnoxiously for us to have sex again. i obviously did not want it and he pretty much ruined my night. he actually tried to force me and that made me really upset. i'm drunk right now and i sound like i don't even have mental issues. these last days have been incredible except for that. someone tried to steal money from me but i caught them and they had no success. i am writing this because it's important to register it when i'm well and not just when i'm awful. and i've also hooked up with 2 different girls (first time with a girl ever), one of which is my great friend and i liked it. let's see how it goes.