Seems a stange tittle, doesn't it?

I am screwing everything up. It's like there are two girls in me. One wants to move on, forget everything, like nothing ever happened. And the other one keeps clinging to the past.

It's rainning and a glympse of sunlight comes across, a second later the clous take it away. I'm left moarning the warmth of the sun, thinking a light bolb could help me.

It's an illution. And i erase my memories of the real sun, so that i miss it less. Soon i forget what the sun is like. I forget the warmth, the love it gives.

When the light bolb goes out and the sun comes out, i'm confused. And what once was so dear, i dread now.

I can't seem to change my mind. What was real is standing in front of me and the dream is far gone. I'm lost.