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I want this bit of me to die so much!!!!I feel like I want to die! I dont no what to do with myself when I feel like this,i want to cry,shout,hurt myself bt im tryin so hard 2 do none of the above.I dont want to feel like this inside,i want it to go...to be gone. How come,jst from seein her today has taken me backwards so much. I knew it was going to though. I hate this so much,i hate this part of me! I want it to die...but it never will. Nobody will ever love me in the way I need and crave so much,thats meant to be from your mum..or dad, no one else is gona want to ever giv me that love I dnt know why I hurt myself so bad wantin people to. There no way in this world im never truly gona b happy inside. I seriously wish I could die...but stil b here for my son, bt that not possible. I dont no how to get this sadness from out of me! I really dnt no what to do to get rid of it! Just leave me alone...please:'( :'(
Last edited by unity1 on Wed Jul 27, 2011 3:44 pm, edited 1 time in total.
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