i would love to be able to turn around and tell people im happy...but i want it to be for more than 5 minutes. How are u?? ye, im happy for the next 5 minutes...or i feel $#%^, but in 5 minutes i might feel happy, or wait, maybe in 5 miunutes il feel sad...or u never know, i could even be angry in 5 minutes. Sick of all emotions, i just wanna feel one and be content with feeling it. Sometimes i really just dont see the point in all this. Im fed up!! really truly fed up...i have so many good things in my life so why cant i just be happy...or just content. There so many people in the world who have nothing and nobody...but i do, sometimes...but ...arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just dont know.