feel really down right now, dont really know why, there is nothing major going on at the moment, no real arguments or problems with anyone...you could say things seem to all be ok...but not in hear, not in my head and heart and stomach

Its like when all the drams, arguments, problems, etc etc are gone , all that remains is me...just me, and maybe this really is the bit i hate most then...and thats just what i got to accept!!

Im really not sure which mood and emotions im feeling right now, but im starting to feel like maybe im going into depression. i hope not. i gotta try not to allow myself to get there.