Feeling really rubbish right now,like I just want to cry! But I wont! Dont know exactly what triggered me, thinking lots of things but cant keep track of them. Also listening to alanis morisette- its bringing bck emotions from years ago(havent listened to it in a while), cant really remember memories but I just know that I felt really bad! :'( I know I should just turn it off but something just wont let me. Maybe it that whole attachment to the whole flipping stupid rubbish disorder. Arghhhh:@ I hate u BPD so arghhhh much, but at the same time why am I keeping u here. I dont get it,it makes me so sad,so angry,so pathetic. I hate me sometimes so much!!!

Hugs, I listen to Alanis too. Great music but can be triggering. Please take care of yourself.

Cracked

She fab. Ye the words to her songs can be very intense.x