ok, so i think im really begining to tell when my mood changes...which is a good thing i guess...but i didnt realise how often it did. like today, after yesterdays big argument and not being unable to get rid of how i felt inside, its like it all fermented inside and other things that i began to think about got added and woke up feeling quite depressed and low...now after thinking about how i hate feeling depressed and sad inside and how i want it to go....without even realising all of a sudden i began to feel hypo manic feelings, now all i wanna do is put on music, sing and shout at the top of my lungs, jump around over all the furniture with my boy, and believe justfor a while i in a rock band ha....and then go out and rule the world......ok, not quite rule the world ha...saying that i reckon id do a better job of how the world goes on at the moment.....watch this space,hahaha.

I hate this though,coz when I start getin like this its more fustration that I feel that happines. Its jst another inner self!!