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I don't feel like continuously posting in the bpd "how do you feel" thread, so I'll just vent here. I mean they're probably annoyed with me too, because everyone is annoyed with me and nobody likes me. At least that's what I've been thinking a lot lately. I am yet again upset and pissed off that this guy doesn't care about me enough to have me come over. I mean I get that people need ...

whenever i see someone annoying like the olsen twins, i just want to beat the $#%^ out of them .i hate them so much. they're so creepy. they have these big bug eyes and ugly troll faces and i hate them. anything american makes me aggrevates. i want to beat them so badly.

My family is so sweet. They take care of me, definitely. Being the oldest, and the oldest of two parents who are also the oldest in their families, it gets draining and frustrating when life is so unfair. I just don't get how my parents continue to try to control me despite the fact that I am a legal adult. They claim that I have to obey their rules because I live with them. Okay, ...

i think they're so full of it. i hope someone the destroys the living hell out of them. i hate them. i hate them i hate them i hate them. they're so full of it. they're disgusting. they're the worst people on earth. they're nice jerks in disguise. i hate them. they ruined my childhood, they ruined my youth, they ruined everything about my life.

My suicidal thoughts started to become unbearable since now even my family is disgusted with me and rightly so. I've been having disgusting thoughts that made me want to vomit and i don't ever want to see my family anymore. I've considered admitting myself to a mental hospital but i don't want my parents to be labeled and they're in denial so it would make overwhelm them. Also apparently even THAT is very expensive in ...

I finally read something which explains a lot about me, and want to ask for help but because of my uni I'm still stuck waiting. I have spent my life generally surrounding myself with friends who I could help with their own problems, however I know our friendships weren't the healthiest either. Now I'm not around these sorts of friends anymore I am finding it impossible to maintain nearly all my friendships and think I ...

yeah it's just game over n i'm just slogging on. boom

why do i have to live with you every single day? oh god i have to be stuck in a car with you tomorrow nononononono

you know literally everything about me you probably stalk every single thing i have hell MY ENTIRE FAMILY DOES I ######6 SAW EVEYRTHING I HAVE IN MY MOM'S HISTORY why are they so determined to keep stalking me

why

what did i do wrong

theyve been stalking me since even ...

I feel sorry when i look at my childhood photos but i still wish i was never born sometimes.. I also don't understand the obsession with life and why suicide is considered a sin because some people are really just burdens even if it's not their fault and objectively there's no way their life will ever get better.. Basically i'm not sure if the positive thinking and make-believe culture most people believe in does any ...

I don't know - but here is my take when stressing like so:

The process of detachment in the third person is probably not such a bad thing, however the way in which we catch and hold our thoughts during such intense emotional experiences will determine the amount of suffering we experience during such times.

Accepting the feelings without placing so much weight on them I find is key. Detaching from the process of thinking ...