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i hate her. that woman and all her emotional blackmailing ruined me completely. i just hate that woman.

Part 1
Why did you do it there? I hate you even though I don't know you. It was my turn. It was my place. Why couldn't you have waited? Maybe I'm just jealous you were able to do what I've spent years wanting to do. I hope you're at peace now regardless.


Part 2
I can't tell you why I'm so ashamed. I need you to ask the direct question. I need you to ...

That's right ! You heard me right in the subject! I literally more than anything else in this world that I have ever wanted. I wish I had the power to make people/things explode at will.

I have zero count it zero regard for the vile human species. I think we need to be exterminated!

What makes me this way? Well I'll tell you !

BEING A NICE PERSON and always getting nothing but ____ ...

I hate that i get attached to people so easily. That once i have someone's "approval" i have to fit into their expectations of me. I wish people wouldn't act so kind to me without knowing i'm disabled and mentally ill.I'm a source of disgust and ugliness no matter how kind i act and i want to be treated accordingly. I don't want to be treated like a normal person. I just want to do ...

I don't have a purpose.

A child is born. They grow up. They get an education. They get a career. They find the love of their life. Whatever happens, one thing's for sure, they die.

Everybody is unique. We all have distinguishable characteristics, nobody is truly "normal." But with my mental differences, I can only imagine what life would be like without them. And how could it not be so much better? I want to ...

I will never understand how other people can hide their problems and I always show a sign of being troubled.

People could say “YOU’RE FAKE!”

But I’m serious, I cannot hide and handle it like a lot of people.

Maybe because I don’t wanna create a fake personality because I hate to be fake?

I don’t know anymore.
I do not want to mimic, I know HOW to, but I can't understand how other people ...

"Normal" people hate people like me.
They say "Ok, ok, we get it, you are against society" and blah blah but I am sick of society's norms though.
People who mock me don't deserve to think or even open their mouths.
They believe in one man, one woman, one way, one way to dress, one way to act, etc.
If you don’t conform to the norms of society, you are thus “ill.”
Lies.
That's not ...

A little boy inside, so sensitive, so bright.
No one understood the painful reality inside.
Of loneliness, depression, abuse and rejection.
Longing and aching for love and affection.
Need to fill the void, addicted to attention.
Wandering in life, so empty and alone.
Till one day my heart found a home.
Someone cares, someone cares, someone cares for me.
Someone loves me with open arms, I'm loved eternally.

'You' win!

I'm done.

No fight left.

I'm sorry. I truly am. I'm sorry this happened to you. It's my fault. I could have stopped it, but I was too scared. I'm so sorry.

I'm not asking for forgiveness far from it. I just want you both to get the help you deserve. The support you deserve. I guess the stuff I didn't get. I am as bad as him for not speaking out. I'm sorry.

I really very very sorry