Confused and unsure..

[AprilR]

I feel sorry when i look at my childhood photos but i still wish i was never born sometimes.. I also don't understand the obsession with life and why suicide is considered a sin because some people are really just burdens even if it's not their fault and objectively there's no way their life will ever get better.. Basically i'm not sure if the positive thinking and make-believe culture most people believe in does any good. Like in certain cases it might but sometimes maybe you should accept that someone's life will just not get any better and it might be better for them to die.