Im sat here waitin 2 c my doctor,and im pretty feelin anxious right now! I hate thinkin that she thinks I stuped and pathetic.i wish she new the other side of me 2.the good,caring,silly me,fun me.x

Wow, i cant believe it. I cant believe Amy Winehouse is dead... ive recently heard and to be honest havent heard a lot about it but i just cant believe so many people out there are 'glad' this has happened. What is wrong with people? why would anyone be glad???!!! i dont get it. someone i know one facebook posted that she was dead and one of her friends (not mine, i have no idea who he is) commented 'good'. I was already annoyed about it anyone so of course i just had to comment back on it..big debate then (ha i won it!!!). I just dont get it, it makes me feel a bit sad because i already have a lot of doubts about society in general and i try to tell myself that not everyone is bad but then you hear people like this. No one knows about anyones life or how anyone thinks and why they do all the things they do, how can anyone be glad somebodys dead when they just havent the first idea about them.

I am such a sap i swear!! Its my little boy's last day in nursery school and I just feel so sad. I knew id feel like this today. Ive been trying to tell myself these last weeks with the school year coming to an end and that im only getting nervous and anxious about it because of the fact that my son growing up and leaving nursery etc...and it is this but if im being totally honest, its just another time where i have become attached. I really like his teachers and his headteacher knew a few things that happened recently and i just feel so sad that i have to move on from this time and these people, what a geek!!!!!

Its like the way i felt throughout school is repeating itself on me as an adult. I remember that every half term holiday etc i would always feel really sad, i didnt understand why i was like it as the time (i dont think) but now i realise it was all down to me becoming attached to the teachers etc.

This sounds like a right exageration, and it probably is, but i feel that becoming attached with people over the years has brought with it a continuous feeling of loss and loss always hurts people, and sometimes it feels that i am constantly becoming hurt inside because of the sadness i feel when attachment is severed.