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Hi all, this is very hard for me, but I need to vent away because this is driving me crazy and I'm very ashamed to even ask for help. I'm 24, and have 3 alters. One of them is Jennifer, she's 16 and she's been having a romantic relation with my nephew who is 19. Jennifer is very dominant, reckless, immature, wild and stubborn. I've been trying to convince her to break up with my ...

Has anyone had a body memory involving body spasms (like movement). I relived a very traumatic episode from my childhood last night. I asked one of my alters to just show me what happened to her. After much pushing she did. My body was pretty much jumping off the bed and it felt like i was being punched in my insides repeatedly. It felt like i was getting very violently raped. predictably today has been ...

Hi, My name is Sara.

I have been lurking here for a the past couple months. I was told back in February that I have DID. I went to get help after a really close friend of mine came forward about me being different people but having no memory of the incidents. I always had different voices in my head, but I was thought it was normal, it's not like I hear them outside my ...

Hi all I don't know where to start but my hell is still going on today I thought I left it in the past but as I got older it took over my life let me try and put it into words first of all as a child my mother only cared about her self & her boyfriends until she met this man upto this piont life was ok in my home along with my ...

It seems the more I read, the more I see that when a person is DID, that there are several ways for the alters to exist within the person..
My girlfriend has had an alter (male) from very early on in her life, its hard for her to even recall things about her past before him. Since then, they have co-existed in daily life, switching was automatic and always shared, emotions, routines, issues she couldnt ...

Now, were not 100% on this, but I believe we've discovered a new, gay male alter who says his name is "David".

How did this happen? Where did he come from?

My alter Rosie is very young and gullible. She is only 13 years old. She's very sweet, but she wants to make herself known and have people like her. So when this one guy in my high school started flirting with her, she gave in and lost MY physical virginity to him. Then she went and told a few people and now my entire school knows. But, that's not the worst part. The guy that ...

Hey, I know it's been a while since I posted, just been really hectic lately, what with EoC (End of Course) exams coming up soon.
So, I guess Ill start out with my questions first.

-Is being Co-Conscious with an Alter a good way to see how you will be once you've integrated?
-What do you do if you're strongly against Integration, but your friend (who also has DID) is trying to integrate with their ...

I was wondering if anyone here has ever been hospitalized in a specialized treatment program. Where? Did it help? How did you find a good one? My therapy team seems to think I would benefit from one. They have talked about one in Florida and one in Massachusetts. Any help would be appreciated.

Hello, first I'd like to say, that I am not DID, but need advise in regards to my relationship with someone who is..
My love for "them" is unconditional and true, very real to me, and anywhere I look there aren't many places to find helpful, educating material for the outsider.. The reason I say "real" is because my relationship, the romantic one is with her alt (who is male, by the way), we are ...