Unproductive for the most part. Well, I renewed my cars license disc, but not much else. And nobody knows.

Facebook is the worst. I knew I shouldn't have gone on. Seeing people who were my closest friends - when I still had those - moving up and on with their lives. People doing things I've always wanted to do, and having a blast. I'm always comparing, and I always place second. An ugly green eyed monster. Why can't I just be happy for them and move on?

I can't quite figure out if I want to connect with other people again. Reason says no. People hurt you if you let them close. I don't want to be hurt like that again. But its so damn lonely like this. Safe, but lonely.