Tears well up in my eyes, I can feel the salty bastards sitting there, but try as I may I cannot force them out.

Even though I am alone and no one is around to witness this weakness (I would hate that) and I know that it would be a release, I still cannot make it happen.

I feel stupid for wanting to, but not being able to is incredibly frustrating. I wish I could get it out and be done with it. But my eyes always dry up and I'm left with a runny nose. How does one lose the ability to cry?

((hugs))) I don't know. I frequently get teary-eyed, but I seem to have lost the ability for a good cry, also. When? Not sure. Didn't have a good sob fest over my momma, like I think I should have. Put it down to being too busy making arrangements, but now, I wonder. Meh. I get teary eyed at the TV, over posts on PF, feel like I could cry this moment. I won't, though.

Hugs hugs hugs