Tomorrow is my follow-up with the doctor about my Celexa.

I can say that I’ve definitely been sleeping better. And just getting more sleep has given me a little more energy.

As far as moods go? I can definitely say it’s done nothing. I’d started feeling better since before receiving the script. It’s nothing out of the ordinary for me to feel better about myself for a while before I return to a state of gloomy self-hate, misery, and wretchedness.

Lately I’ve been stuck in a heightened sense of awareness. I feel like prey and I am increasingly uncomfortable making any attempt at conversation.

None of this is abnormal for me.