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I agreed to a three-way because I was intrigued by the idea. I wondered what it would be like. I also wondered why SO was so into it.

At the same time I was afraid this was some sort of loyalty test that he conjured up for me, and that, by agreeing I failed the test. I was afraid that he would turn around in the middle of it and say, “I knew it! I knew you were just a cheap slut! You don’t care who you sleep with!”

The fear never got better. Every time we played I was sure he would call me names and shun me.

So why agree to it? Because he was so excited by it. But the real reason was that I knew I couldn’t argue. If I said, “no I really don’t want to” he’d ask, “why? You don’t feel good with 2 guys?” and I really couldn’t say anything. Yes it did feel good physically, but I’m so afraid of the emotional fallout.