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SO still wanted me to play with other guys.

Do you remember when I said I was afraid this was some loyalty test I was failing? That’s pretty much what it was.

If I really had a good time with the guy, maybe I’d smile more, talk about when he could come back, or go into detail about the parts I liked. SO would be happy with me, but the second I upset him it all came crashing down on me.

*ring ring*

Me: “Hey babe. How’s your morning?”

SO: “Good. Going down to *mod edit*. How’s your night?”

Me: “Yeah it was fine.”

“……………….”

SO: “Sorry to bother you. I guess I’m not as good as Nemo. Maybe I’ll send him over. Maybe once you see him you’ll have something better to say than just ‘it was fine’. BYE!”

*click*

And we would argue about it. I’d say if he can’t control his jealousy then I won’t play around anymore. He’d say that’s fine. And for the next couple of weeks we wouldn’t. Then he’d start bringing it up again. I’d tell him no because it’ll be just like last time. He’d get upset and finally I’d agree and then the whole process started over again.

The only way I could avoid getting slammed with accusations was if I didn’t like the guy. If I didn’t talk during and just became a hole for their enjoyment everything worked out fine.