News of Borderline Personality Disorder Forum

Basically I have a friend who has BPD. She does not like that she is diagnosed BPD because she think it is a an attention seekers illness (her words not mine).

I have in the past been very ill with and ED and hospitalised many times. I am thankfully now very well with my eating. I have recently however been diagnosed with , due to a few manic episode I have had.

Anyway my friend, ...

Had a doctors appointment today.

I was accused of passive suicide/homicide attempts. I never saw it that way. It really bothered me that she described it that way. I never figured that i would harm anyone but me.

Do you have behaviors that could be described like that?

I have been in six wrecks in the past 4 years. Some my fault some probably my fault and some because people in texas also drive how ...

Okay, so I'm writing in pink because I am feeling very vindictive and seductive.

I am just gonna come right out and say this, and own my feelings.

Right now, I'm feeling like being bad. Not like, as in cutting or anything in that sense, I'm talking about, I want to find a man and I want to play head games. I would like to use him as my own personal love slave, and then ...

I was talking about this with my psychologist yesterday, and would love to hear a few more opinions.

Basically I was telling her that I'm a horrible selfish person etc. because even when I do good things my intentions/motivations are often entirely selfish.

She told me that it's irrelevant what your intentions are if something good comes from it. She used the example of feeding the homeless. If you're feeding the homeless simply because it's ...

So, I've talked to my psych and we know it's the effexor bringing this out. But still...

I have bad dreams. Like vivid, horrific dreams that make me scream in my sleep.

Yes, I know they're dreams. But I think about them and they bother me. If I forget and I screamed, my parents tell me what happened and I freak out. I mean...

How can I deal with this to make it less bothersome ...

I know I am a ###$ up mess of a person with serious abandonment issues. I wish a certain person were here in front of me to beat me down like I deserve.
I didn't mean what I said, not that this knowledge matters I'm sure cuzzz it so rarly does when it is all said and done. However, perhaps the knowledge that I am a deeply disturbed and unhappy person will bring some comfort. ...

Anyone else have a pervasive personality disorder as well as BPD?

This Will NOT be a bashing thread

I’d like to address a few things. I was disappointed to hear that there are a few that do not want me to be part of this new chatroom. On the one hand I can understand this and see the validity of this, and on the other hand I believe there should be some understanding and acceptance from you, because like me you have your own dysfunctional behavior. ...

Hey guys,

I would really appreciate some advice here.
Well basically I posted a question a few days back and explained how much i miss my EX after not seeing him for 3-4 months, even though i've got a new boyfriend now i can't help but compare my relationship with my EX to the one im currently in now. I was learning to deal with it though but then on Friday i was walking to ...

Nvm. Found it.